I read blogs for sanity. I know there are other moms who think using the computer during the day is not a good use of time. However,
this mom has been doing the at-home thing for 15 years. That's a lot of time, friends. I've seen many women start home and then be back at work. And me? Still holding down the fort.
That happens when you keep adding kids! Reading the blogs of other people in similar situations (or even exact opposite situations) helps me stay grounded, focused, knowledgeable (somewhat)...and well, nice.
For the past year, I've noticed a trend. Actually, I think it's more than a trend. It's more like a rising wave. Family after family of believers are assessing their homogenized, cookie-cutter, life-in-the-burbs way of living for Jesus and deciding it often isn't what Christ had in mind. I'm reading of families adopting and not just adopting...but adopting kids with significant special needs. I'm reading of families moving into inner cities to shine light into dark places. I'm reading of women moving across the globe to hold the hands of the sick and dying. And I'm watching lives set
on fire to live in radical obedience to God.
And it e.x.c.i.t.e.s me. Big time.
There have been times in our country's history when revivals have occurred. I have often wondered if the church in America was too deep in slumber to hear the call of the Spirit again. But now...I'm beginning to wonder. I keep seeing water rising like a tidal wave about to hit land and I pray that it's a vision of the love of Jesus beginning to pour onto a hurting world through the hands and feet of His followers.
We're praying as a family for God to show us how we can be part of His plan. Right now, we know we're to care for the kids under our wings and to minister to our church here in CT, challenging them to listen to His Voice. We feel led to sacrifice for the sake of touching unreached people groups. And we wouldn't be surprised to see adoption in our future again someday. But what else does He have in mind?
I'm thrilled and scared all at once to find out!